my J to the ournal

12:00PM - everythings commin up millhouse.

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lets see whats in the news.

oh yeah kitchen caught on fire the other night.
but my drastic thinkin saved us all

um i had to patch some hole in the wall. now i gotta paint it and sand it n stuff..

oh yeah i got a new job finally

at the chrysler car dealership so that should be sweet
i think ill be doin full time
8.50$ n hour or somthing.

so finnally ill have some money again lol.

and ill be able to afford shcool lol.
im gonn have to get the ball rolling on that..

but now im stumped to go to school here oh well itll be cheaper.

Current mood: determined

Current music: A mountain range in my living room.

11:45AM - BBBQ the extra b is for bring your own BBQ

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sorry for the typos lol.


well my buddy from toronto was down for the week.
and well hes changed alot. kinda was drivng me nuts.

but we had our annual bbq. usually we have it in the summer but he wont be around.
was a pretty rockin bbq.

the other night
nicole dropped her water bottle in the car
then for some crazy reason freekd out n jumped out of the car while it was still moving. i was lodged in the front seat ubable to do nothin. so i just sat their while she ran next to the car yelling. i figurd a short jog would be good for her. so when we got downtown rory well he kinda took off on his own walkin around by em self, what a tool. so we found em. then lost somone else
so i left. lol. was a messed up night.



had a prety sweet poker game goin the other night too.
survivor poker.
we called it that because it was like 20 below in my garage.
well it was good to chill with everyone again.

mabe sunday.
i tryd to post the pics of the bbq and poker game but they wont upload.

oh well.

Current mood: as usual.

Current music: home grown.

2:46PM

. it has been 7 long years well like days but go with it. ive tried time n time again every time commin up disapointed i fail time after time. the right amount of everything i put into it. i watched it turn out so well... in the end it tasted so bitter...just so bitter it was. had black lined edges all over it. what must i do to to make make it right?

but today is a good day. i added some extra ingrediants and actually read the instructions on the box at last i made some sweet pancakes. man they were good. they tasted like cookies they were nice n crispy n good.

Call me Aunt Jamaima.

whatcha think of my hair cut. celine did it. ill put a pic up.

Current mood: full

Current music: Greeley Estates

3:55PM

well i dont love everyone.
but u know.
i still dont like construction workers

3:34PM - re: i hate everyone. i love everyone lol.

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oh how i miss it
i think about it and i get so excited and just ah.
only thing that does it for me. the world would get to me. i would hop on her head to the hills forget about it all and just well be free.
sure i lookd like a nerd doing it but hey it was great
wed go all night the bunch of us man how did we do it
gotta keep goin cant stop! ah!
oh how i miss you trials bike how i do miss you.

i want to fly away to some remote rocky island and just ride all day

Current mood: chipper

Current music: samiam

1:57PM

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I hate everyone.

9:46PM - big league chew.

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i remember when i was kid gum was outlawd at my house
so we use to Grate cheese and pretend it was big league chew.



btw
i made n account on my space so whoever just add me or whatever.

Current mood: bored

Current music: semisonic

9:25PM

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SO my cousin rachel her poodle ran away.
after searching for hours my brother and I ultimatly assumed it was just eatin by an Owl.



i could sure go for pancakes right about now.

Current mood: as i always am

5:44PM

Fall is here, hear the yell
back to school, ring the bell
brand new shoes, walking blues
climb the fence, books and pens
I can tell that we're going to be friends

Walk with me, Suzy Lee
through the park and by the tree
we will rest upon the ground
and look at all the bugs we found
then safely walk to school
without a sound

Well here we are, no one else
we walked to school all by ourselves
there's dirt on our uniforms
from chasing all the ants and worms
we clean up and now its time to learn

Numbers, letters, learn to spell
nouns, and books, and show and tell
at playtime we will throw the ball
back to class, through the hall
teacher marks our height
against the wall

And we don't notice any time pass
we don't notice anything
we sit side by side in every class
teacher thinks that I sound funny
but she likes the way you sing

Tonight I'll dream while in my bed
when silly thoughts go through my head
about the bugs and alphabet
and when I wake tomorrow I'll bet
that you and I will walk together again
cause I can tell that we're going to be friends

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5:12PM

I can tell that we are gonna be freinds

2:34PM

i just liked what was said. some of it reminded me of things in my life and made me remember those odd times.

1:15PM - random events.

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so i did something for the first time the other night.
ive let myself down. and just feel bad. ive always tryd to stay clean from it. but just liek that it was done.
godanm reality when it kicks u in the face.

finally we went out jogging last night. after hasslin bud so many times then not wanting to go lol. it was alright. a nice night for it. i am horribly outa shape. every 2 mins cramps. now i need running shoes. my vans just dont cut it.

i geuss she was right. i realy do need to learn how to express myself a bit more. its not that im empty headed theirs alot goin on in their. i just dont know about it. mabe i could use some kinda lessons.

i think spring is comming. whos up for riding and joging.

p.s plz donate to the i need merch money for the taste of chaos show fund.

check out animal suit driveby.

Current mood: calm

Current music: animal suit drveby

5:55PM - head first into traffic

so uh yeah. i been tryin to update this thing. i keep gettin cut off from it.

anyways ive decided to cut out all girls from my life except for a select few. the only ones that realy mean anything to me, the ones that just dont come and go.

i realy do have alot to say. i just never know how to say it.

Current mood: bitchy

Current music: bastard son

10:24AM - inconsiderate Fucks I Aint no fuckin Free service.

. people fuckin piss me off inconsiderate fucks.

dont give a flyin fuck about anyone else just fuckin assume youll always get your way  and when you dont its a huge fuckin deal. your so quick to fuckin lash out at the one whos always fuckin givin u the fuckin free ride. why dont you think twice. then stop and think about somone else for once. instead of taking ur goshDarn time with your own buisness. well fuck you its over with that bull shit.FUCK

i fuckin HATE you people.

Current mood: enraged

8:33AM - when you gotta go. you gotta go.

11:07AM

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so uhh yeah.
more pointless reasonings yes.
jobless bum is what i have turned into
my biggest fear :|
im goin to some job fair thing today with kwab
we actually talked about going to new york
first we need jobs.

the people at thai pan are kinda weird
im goin back thursday.
feb 10 n 11 if i got 100 bones im gonna go up to barrie with my buddy rory to go boarding.
i dont know how to board. but were gonna meet english and chris up their
so well all hang out again like old times.

Current mood: lazy

Current music: yellow wood.

11:03AM

2:16PM

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so uh yeah.
not much to say...

i need a hair cut. what else um ah hmm.
my buddy is piercin his lip before me and getting in the middle and using my hoops.
so hes gonna get exactly what i want to do with my hoop.
i think hes tryin to get back at me cuz i have a cooler tattoo then his.
mabe i should get studs instead on either side. yeah i like that hmm i got paid today. ill call lisa.

what else can i say oh yes i miss my bike dearly. i see so many things i wanna do if i had one. oh howd id imjure myself. i remember the demo we did for the kids good times. my buddy fell 6 feet right on his ass. they sure enjoyed watching the carnage. as did i.
the scene has gotten bigger as well and more competition so now their is challenge to keep up and get ahead.
nothin like a good challenge.

well i have to go
* looks at sky
* giant bat signal is in clouds
* runs to phone booth
* comes out dressed at chuck norris.
" god danmit why does today have to be laundry day"

5:02PM

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